Saturday, February 2, 2019

Without repetition you don't learn









Repetition opens the front and back doors of my mind.  When I use repetition, I walk through the front door and deposit positive thoughts on the counter of my mind.  When other people use repetition, they sneak in the back door and deposit their unwanted messages.



the sun is doing it's repetition of coming up and down
i woke up and ate some bread. i did my repetition of eating. what did i eat 10 years ago today? i don't remember what i ate but i'm 100 percent sure that i ate something
yahoo, facebook, twitter and tv stations are doing their repetition of feeding mindless stories to the sheeples
repetition is how you build muscle
repetition is how you learn
so you have to repeat " i command 100,000,000 dollars to come to me. i command 100,000,000 dollar lotto jackpots to come to me"
you don't repeat that just once but hundreds if not thousands of times a day
turn off the mindless tv and the repetition of stories on facebook or dailymail.co.uk

do repetition of lottery visualizations
repetition of reading the same book on comedy writing


The tools available for you to use to develop abundant thinking — positive affirmations, vision boards, mind movies, motivational books, and the like — only ever work if you keep on applying them. They only work with repetition.
That’s why attracting abundance is a matter of repetition. In fact, isn’t that true for anything you want to learn in life? Whether it be a subject in school, a sport, dancing, singing, or anything else … the only way to become accomplished at it is through practice and repetition.


Affirmative Repetition

Persistent exposure to the same words, the same phrases, and the same ideas automatically rewires your brain and implants a new language into your mind, without you trying.
It's like getting a song stuck in your head, except it doesn't fade.
The formula is simple: the more repetition, the deeper the reprogramming.
Affirmative Repetition is a critical tool that your wealth reprogramming stick in your mind... and stay. Just like the catchy song you can't get out of your head.
As you move about your day, you will hear the same wealth principles on repeat, over and over again...
And your mind, especially your subconscious barriers, will be unable to stop them.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

conversation with myself 13--Do this for fun

How are my hero's actions unfairly judged and misunderstood? (that gets audience to identify with your hero)
Most good stories are about one problem. The audience wants to care about one big problem and follow it to its natural climax. What is the one problem my story is about?
Story structure is just a list of the steps and missteps most people go through when solving a large problem in real life.
If you start by afflicting your hero with a large problem and work forward from there, you will find yourself rediscovering the most common structure from scratch
The way to get from scene to scene is not to ask, "what does the hero do next?" but rather, "What is the next step in the progression of this problem?"
Take two very different types of characters and force them to rely on each other in a unique way.

What is the worst possible thing that could happen specifically to your character? whatever is worse for your specific character, make that happen, and you'll build your plot


Identify the plan, Central Action, and Central question of your story
What does the protagonist want?
How does he plan to do it?
What is the central question of the story?
What and who is standing in his way?
Once you've got your initial plan, you need to be constantly blocking that plan, either with your antagonist, or the hero's own inner conflict, or outside forces beyong his control.
The hero's plan will change, constantly as he first takes the absolute minimal steps to achieve his goal, and that minimal effort inevitably fails. So then, often reluctantly, the hero has to escalate or change the plan

The whole point of drama (including romance and comedy) is that the hero's plan is constantly being thwarted: by the main antagonist, by any number of secondary and tertiary opponents, by the love interest, by the weather, or by the hero himself

We can only care about your hero, not your plot. If your hero is a generic everyman who exists just to introduce us to your world or dazzle us with story twists, then you'll sabotage yourself. Your story exists to serve your hero; Your hero cannot exist to serve your story.
Defeating a random snow witch is hard to do. Defeating your sister is hard to want to do. That's the difference between an obstacle and a conflict

What urges does the story satisfy? give the people what they crave.
It was hilarious. Laughter
It was hot.          lust
It rocked.           Adrenaline rush
It was gruesome. Blood lust
It kicked ass         power fantasy
It was so sweet.  romantic fantasy
It was devestating.  pathos
It was gorgeous.  beauty
It blew my mind.  cognitive dissonance

Ask yourself what experience you want your audience or reader to have in your own story, so you can build scenes that deliver on that promise.

Audiences hate it hate it when they're asked to identify with invulnerability
Making yourself vulnerable is heroic.




What makes my main character intersting?
I don't know. I haven't thought about any main character. I've just been having conversations with myself.
Now think about it. What makes your main character interesting, intriguing or unique?
I think my character is unique in that he was born in heaven and came down to earth not to save humans but to rule over them. But humans don't want angels to rule over them. They want another man to rule over them
What does my character represent?
My character is a metaphor for power. He came down from heaven with all his power. But humans have rejected devine power and instead focus on the power of money and politics
What character would be best for the story I want to tell?
I don't know what story I want to tell. I've just been having written conversations with myself, I would say, as a form of psychoanalysis. I don't think i've come up with ideas for stories from the conversations with myself
What character would best embody the virtues or ideals I want my story to represent?
I think an angel come down from heaven to rule the earth would represent the ideal power. Not power of money or politics or fame but angelic power.
What metaphor do I want to instill in my reader's subconscious?
I want my readers subconscious to come to the realization that having money is not real power but a personal conection with God gives real power.
How are my hero's actions unfairly judged or misunderstood?
This angels come down to earth to rule over humans. He heals them. He performs miracles for them if they will vote for him for president of the USA but his oponnent pounces on that. He tells the people this angel is bying their votes and why would they vote for angel? if he's a real angel why is he trying to be president over humans? why is he not in heaven?
What is the one problem my story is about?
My story is about this angel struggling to get humans to trust him to change their lives as their president. He performs miracles for them but that makes them trust him less. He turns Africa into Europe but blacks resent him for that.
What list of steps and missteps would the hero go through to solve his problem?
My hero, the angel, comes down to earth. He wants to rule over earth as president of the USA for all eternity. He performs miracles for people but they mistrusts him more. He feeds the poor in Africa and turns Africa into a superpower comparable to Europe and America but that makes Americans resents him. They tell him go be president of united Africa. He stops hurricanes from hitting the united states but people resent him more. He gets tired of doing miracles so he tries to go back to heaven but he can't go back to heaven. God has banished him to earth for all eternity.


How are my hero's actions unfairly judged and misunderstood?
I don't know
Come on now. Come up with something. You can't just have a conversation with yourself, you got to answer specific story related questions if you want to get published.
I know you're right, but I can't think of nothing right now.
Think of something. Think of multiple things.
okay unfairly judged or misunderstood. Unfairly judged or misunderstood. My hero overheard a plan to assisinate his family but when he went back home to explain it to his father, no one believes him.
My hero tried to cook A good meal for his pregnant wife but she ended up sick and almost lost the baby
My hero tried to save her friend from being gang raped but she was kidnapped and her friend got killed
Come up with more ideas. How are my hero's actions unfairly judged and misunderstood?
I don't know maybe I should move to the next question.
Most good stories are about one problem. The audience wants to care about one big problem and follow it to its natural climax. What is the one problem your story is about?
The one problem my story is about is finding out who killed the president's daughter.
The one problem my story is about is, stopping a killer before he kills again.
The one problem my story is about is, prosecuting the president for killing his wife, the first lady.
The one problem my story is about is,
Okay okay pick one and let's build for there.
The one problem my story is about is finding out who killed the president's daughter.
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
Investagator Larry found out that one of the president's son had something to do with her sister's murder.
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
The next step is to interview the son
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
Larry tries to interview the son but the president forbids him from interviewing the son
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
Larry tries to get a judge to give him a search warrant to search the son's room in the white house
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
But the judge refuses to give a search warrant to search the son's room at the white house
What is the next step in the progression of this problem?
Larry sneaks into the son's room at the white house and gets caught by secret service.
What is the next step in the progression of this problem
Larry is barred from entering the white house.
What would be hard for larry to want to do
I don't know. If Larry found out that his daughter killed the president's daughter it would be hard for larry to do his job and send his daughter to prison. I would be hard to want to do the right thing.
how do I arrive at the moment larry finds out his daughter is the culprit?
I got to keep asking questions and answering it
What is the next step in the progression of this problem
What is the problem exactly and how is larry looking at both his son and his daughter as the murderer?

conversation with myself 12

Hello samuel, what do you wanna talk about today?
i haven't been writing the last few days. it's been four days since i wrote actually
why is that?
because i feel all this having a conversation with myself thing is a big waste of time
i thought you were doing it for fun
i was doing it for fun but i used to play chess for fun but i never got better so i quit
so you wanna quit writing just because a few days passed and you're not a bestselling author already
yeah.
so what keeps you saying what you want? you've been saying the same things for almost two years. a year and 11 months actually? why do you keep doing it?
because i believe in God's word i will have what i say. even though i don't see what i say come to pass right away. i believe in the power of my words
can you do the same with your writing? even though you don't see a bestselling novel the first month or first year of having a conversation with yourself, you can keep doing it and have faith that your bestselling novel is right around the corner
yeah but that's the thing. even if i write a novel, which might take years to do, it may not even sell a lot of copies.
then focus on your songwriting. come up with declarations for choruses
yeah i was doing that but came up with a lot of shit.
but i thought you were doing it for fun.
i was doing it for fun
so you think after a few days of coming up with declarations for choruses if you don't come up with a great chorus that's gonna get your a number 1 on the billboard hot 100 it's all in vain?
yeah i should have my great idea for a chorus already
that's not how it works. it might take years of coming up with shit choruses. shit declarations before that one idea comes to you.
man i don't wanna wait years
so what do you wanna do instead?
i don't know. i want to have success but most of the time i don't feel like doing the work that will bring me the success.
that's because you have too much expectations of the work you do. just do it for fun
what fun is it doing a bunch of exercises and all my answers are shit. feels like i'll never get better.
keep on doing it man. you'll get there. never give up. never surrender

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

conversation with myself 11

so what do you wanna talk about samuel?
my book has arrived
what book?
the book "Break into Fiction: 11 steps to building a powerful story"
so you started reading through it
yeah i've started reading through it. There are lots of questions in it and if you answer them then you will have material for a novel
have you started to answer the questions
no i haven't started to answer the questions. i'm just reading through the book right now.
oh ok
it's a good book. i think it can help with my goal of being a published author.
and if it doesn't help
if it doesn't help then i will keep on speaking words of faith
is that the only book you're reading through right now?
i'm reading through a few other books on amazon kindle.
do you think you're any closer to getting published?
i don't know. i'm just having fun with the conversation with myself. i haven't seen results but i continue to have the conversations with myself
but it seems like it's all in vain
it seems like it's in vain but i will continue to have the conversations with myself. it worked for David Morrell. it might work for me

Monday, January 21, 2019

conversation with myself 10

what do you wanna talk about samuel?
i'm worried about my future
why are you worried about your future?
i'm worried about my financial future?
what about your financial future are you worried about?
both my parents are in their 60's. so they might be gone anytime. i'm in my 30's but i have to do low paying jobs. so my financial future looks bleak
you don't believe in Mark 11:23? if you really believed mark 11:23 you wouldn't say my financial future looks bleak
yeah i'm all for speaking wealth. but sometimes you have to face the reality and the reality is unless someone i don't know gives me a multi million dollar building or gives me millions in cash or stocks then i don't know about my financial future if both my parents were to die.
then go back to school
i tried school. i wanted to be a doctor. but i'm not that bright. i didn't do well in my classes. so i gave up on school
then just accept what your life is like
i don't accept what my life is like. i want my financial future to get better. i want millions
how the well you gonna get millions
i speak wealth everyday. i say i have won the megamillions and powerball everytime i'm in the bathroom.
but nothing has come from your words
nothing's come from my words but i still believe in the power of words
how can you still believe in the power of words when you've been saying the same thing for two years and it hasn't come to pass
it's not two years yet. it'll be two years next month on the 20th.
so next month on the 20th it'll be two years since you been speaking wealth everyday. so where are your results.
my results are coming. i'll have what i say
i hope for your financial future sake that you'll have what you say if not it doesn't look good for you

Conversation with myself 9

what do you wanna talk about to day Samuel?
I've been working through the book Break into fiction. but i don't think i want to keep answering the questions.
why not
it's no fun
but answering those questions can lead you to writing a novel. something you've always wanted to do.
i don't know. it's no fun to me and i don't wanna do it.
then do what you find fun to do
i don't know. the only writing exercise i find fun to do is the having a conversation with myself exercise. besides that all other writing exercises are really boring to me and i don't wanna do them
then you'll never make it as a writer
maybe not but i will keep having the conversation with myself
can't you just force yourself to answer a few questions withing getting bored
but answering those questions and coming up with shit answers is very boring and after a few days i wanna quit.
don't quit. keep going
but it's really boring. I don't wanna answer a bunch of boring questions and come up with shit answers.
so how you gonna become a published author if you don't want to do the writing exercises.
i'm doing the having a conversation with myself exercise. that exercise is not boring to me and i always come back to it.
then force yourself to answer the questions in that book, "Break into Fiction"
but those questions are super boring to answer and my answers are all shit anyways
i don't know what to tell you. if you don't do the work, you don't get the reward
how can i do the work when it's so boring and i have no motivation to do it.
ok good luck to you

Saturday, January 19, 2019

conversation with myself 8

what do you wanna talk about today samuel
i read a lot of crime stories
and?
and i wanted to talk about it
what about it? what kind of crime stories do you  like to read
i like to read black on white crime stories on Newnation.org i also like to watch colin flaherty on Minds.com sometimes
okay. why do you read about black on white crime stories.
i don't know. i've been doing it for years. there's a lot of black on black crime but i don't read those stories but i like to read about the black on white crime
are you happy about the black on white crime
no i'm not happy about it. but there's nothing i can do to stop it.
ok.
i remember back years ago, maybe in 2014, i read a crime stories about a white man who was killed by a black employee at a party city store in Jackson mississipi. i think.
what stood out from that story.
it was a comment i read
what did the comment say
so i'm guessing a black lady said in the comment "it's a sad day when somebody getting murdered becomes a race thing"
i don't see where you're going with this
this white man commented this "it is a race thing. Do you have any conception of the Holocaust black on white crime raging out there?"
you think that's true? there's a holocaust of black on white crime raging out there in the USA?
i don't know. i'm always reading another black on white murder story on Newnation.org
so what do you wanna do about it?
nothing i can do to stop it.
than stop reading about it
i've been reading about black on white crime for so long i don't know if i ca stop
it's just a waste of time. focus instead on writing your hit song or your bestselling novel
maybe that's one of the reason i like reading about all this black on white crime
what reason is that?
at least if i don't achieve my goals of writing a new york times bestseller or winning the lotto or writing a number 1 hit billboard hot 100 song, i can say i didn't get killed like this motherfucker on newnation.org
what does one have to do with the other
well i have something to be thankful for even if i don't achieve my dreams
ok.ok man. keep on reading about this black on white crime then
ok i will