my main two affirmations that i repeat are

i command 100,000,000 dollar lotto jackpots to come to me

i am a writer. i write everyday. i write multiple times a day

there are a few youtube videos i watch everyday mainly videos for lottery visualization
and i listen to delta brainwave especially 0.7 delta
i listen to Neville Goddard

and i still hear voices. especially that lady from new york telling me where i got her number
i hear other voices

i hope in 3-5 years my aspirations can come true
hopefully i have the self discipline/resolve to never give up, which is the secret of prayer